The Analytics Report.

the blog has had 68 visits this month. 60percent were Filipino, 35percent American. the balance came from the UK.

each visit lasted 7 minutes on the average, and browsed at least 5 unique pages.

finally, starting to comprehend Search Engine Optimization, and all that online jazz.

and lastly, "PILIPINO KA?" "BAKA MAAARING MAG IWAN KA NAMAN NG KAHIT NA MAIKLING MENSAHE." "SAKA MAG ISIP KA NAMAN NG IBANG ALYAS MALIBAN SA ANONYMOUS." MAKE IT RHYME WITH YOUR REAL NAME. TUTAL DI NAMAN KITA KILALA MALAMANG. HEHEH

After trying for a week, I decide that "since I won't pass out, apparently my time isn't up yet."

i have realized a couple of things in that week.
1) the "hole" can get very dark and lonely. if you do not have anyone to pull you out, you can lose your way in there, and not have any way to get back up.
2) when push comes to shove, and all you want is to pass out, you will call out to anyone, just to pass out. unfortunately, no one comes.
3) the back pains become a part of your subsequent days.
4) the ligature marks are noticeable, even from a short distance. and are quite difficult to hide, with regular tropical clothes.
5) somehow, you have to have the ability to repurpose yourself, your life. and that is what i am trying to do now. and learning SEO concepts. both difficult.

another 63 site visits this week. still no one wants to leave a message. makes you think everyone is illiterate now. I don't know which one is worse. 63 visitors ignoring your plea to leave a note, or 63 illiterate visitors on a writing blog. the analytics software are all in place now in this blog, after a month of setting it up.

oh by the way, it never really is painless.

too many ligature burn marks on my neck already.

can't seem to pass out.

after 200 online applications with zero callbacks, yesterday i decide to submit TWO personally.

aced the first exams. scheduled for two interviews today.

and we thought it was already the online generation. hahahahahha

when everyone is wishing you well, not knowing that you are two inches away from making your first hesitation cut...

PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT.

there have been over 100 views, these past 24 hours. Dont be too much of a mystery. PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT. it will help a lot. thank you.

Thinking of doing a Balbastro, on the eve of my birthday.

additional 60 applications. callbacks: still zero.